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The day we first met,
I can really never forget..
You were sitting in the first row,I came near you
and all I could say was a "HELLO!!"
"Wats ur name" I asked with a smile
****** came the reply after a short while...

The time passed and we became friend..
Those best days of life that never seems to end.
Those laughs we had together,
Those secrets we share...
Whenever I needed a friend
You were always there to care..

That flirting on the phone,
that time we spent alone..
That million sorries I say,
You forgived them howsoever big they may.

Those little moments I just can't forget,
that passing of smile whenever we met.
That last bench "TRUTH AND DARE",
and the fake proposal to anyone out there.

Sweet memories with you my friend,
will never let my happiness end.
Joys and sorrows we shared together,
Smiles or tears it hardly even matter..

Back in those days my life was bright,
with your charm and in your light..
You said "We are frnds forever"
I said "I'll also leave you never".

Time is approaching where we must depart,
the four years of smiles to remember and promise in our hearts.
frnds till the end is wat we will be,
someday we'll be together... together "U and ME"

Few days we will be together,then we have to part away..
but memories of you in my heart forever will stay.
Though time has forced to part our ways,
i'll think of you in all my coming days...!!
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Love or just a crush is the question in askin',
the dilema I wish nobody to getin...
It's the question that killed me inside,
even when she's sitting just right beside...

The feelings I have for her so deep inside,
and I felt like they are so easy to hide...
3 years of school life just went in a go,
still question was the same whose answer, I still didn't know.

Best friend is what, you used to call me,
"More than a friend" I wondered could it ever be...
Then came the time we had to part our way,
Don't know why those feelings in ma heart still had 2 stay...

Few phone calls in that period,
was all that kept us close...
In the circumstances that made us apart,
for those feelings it helped as a dose....

After a year came that D- day,
On which at a phone call all those feelings I did convey...
"You took it too long" was what u said,
That answer gave a chill,down the spine which went...

Reason was that now you love someone,
and "He's" more dear to you...
Those words gave a pain soo deep inside,
for which nothing I could really do...

U said " I really want to help you"
coz u are my best friend...
To smile with tears and say"Dont worry I am fine"
was the best way i could pretend.

Today I find myself all alone,
When everything seems finished and gone...
Still you are my first love and my last,
Till the death, I'll survive with those memories of the past..


GANGSTERRRRRRRR_____

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Life tends to be harder
When expectations reach farther
And everything brings me down
When you aren’t around
Smiles seem to fade faster
When your gone away
And nobody’s eyes shine just quite the same
Love is a word I could use to describe
How I look at no one else when they pass me by
Coversations are duller
Seem pointless and bland
When your not right beside me holding my hand
Im not funny today
No one is laughing
As the sun sneaks away
Like nothing has happened
And I close my eyes
Try to fall asleep faster
Hoping tomorrow
Is a less painful disaster

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O the clear-blue-sky
Tell me the reason why,
The world so heartless;
So tragic, it makes me cry,
Winter, summer, days and nights,
For all I have is meaningless.

Live with pains and worries; see
Cos lover went away from me;
Leaving me behind in the mid field,
In the rain beneath the dark night,
And far away with a running light;
Listen. With strong will; the wind has stilled.

O Lord! Living life without living;
My heart stops giving,
Breath is speechless and hopeless;
Please come back to me, my dear,
Waiting for thee right here, months and years;
Not tired, no regret cos you’re the brightness.

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You're the Love of my life,
the one I never thought I'd find,
I think about You always,
I can't get you off my mind,

The days go by,
and you're not here,
I long for the moment,
when I can hold you near,

Time drags on,
ever so slow,
I Love you my darling,
and I need you so,

I wish you were here,
holding me close,
the warmth of your touch,
is what I miss the most,

I lie here in bed,
thinking of you,
I never imagined,
I could feel so blue,

These thoughts that I have,
they cut like a knife,
because I miss you so much,
the love of my life....

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I dream of distant lands of where we can be free
Let us escape from the harshness and disappointments of life
And together create for ourselves a paradise
Whether it be sitting under a mango tree in India
Sitting on a bench in central park
Floating on the river Thames or braving the jungles of deepest darkest Africa
Promise you will go there with me, promise you will go everywhere with me
Fly away with me, help me to touch the stars
We will ponder nature and question why the leaves fall
Like rain after it has gone promises a new beginning
So shall be my promise to you
Let me look at myself through your eyes
Make me understand the ability you possess to see the best in me
Let me call you darling and hold your hand
Share secrets with my soul not even I know
Continue to inspire me with your stories and words
Teach me all you know until I know nothing else
We are from two different worlds you and I
But are souls are the same lost along the way when God was deciding where we should go
Let it be said my heart and mind are not my own and never were
For I had yours and you had mind
To celebrate such a long awaited reunion fills me with bliss
I dream of the day when I can touch your face outside of a dream
When you can read my thoughts through my eyes and see no lies
For now I know true happiness I cannot go back to before
I can not go back to a hopeless and faithless existence
Do not bestow on me such a sentence, I ache at the thought
You make me feel alive, read my words and know it is because of you
Look what you have done look at what you do
Every part of me loves you

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